When ur just so sad

[kimmay candy]

Lately things have been going horrible. My dad that left me b4 my 17th bd and never said goodbye wont even talk to me. B4 he left he told me he never wanted anymore kids..and that my mom got pregnate to keep him stuck. he left jan 6th and I have tried to phone him and he hangs up on me. My friends are being jerks, and when I look around my back is agenist the wall with,and I look around and no ones there to help..I feel so bad. Times like this calls for a good hug..*looks around* but theres no one there...

*sighs* heres to the days where u just wanna cry *sniffles*

[Gia]

awww muffin thats terrible :( Im sorry you are feeling this way *hugZ*

[alkatraz]

wow, that's harsh.. =(

*hugs to the self proclaimed HugWhore*

[kimmay candy]

^ thanks alot! I needed a hug..cute pic btw

[Rayeine]

*hugs* aw hun dont fret. Instead go harass a few of your friends, or wake them up with Supersoakers.
Their misery is worth your inner joy.
now go!....be free and alive!

[Partizan]

thats hella harsh.. *hugz*

just give it some time..

[cinist]

honestly you need to toughin up and just take it. life unless you are lucky will strike much harder blows then that, get ready

[Kandyapple]

^ thats a little harsh. I think everyone knows that it can and some day probably will be worse but its not a good way to help a person get through the rough times. right now she needs support not to be scolded for being weak in a moment of dispair.
so kimmy i'm really sorry to hear that life has delt you a hard blow and all i can really do is wish you the best in getting through this. I dont think anyone should be turned away by there own kin and i'm sorry that you have been treated so poorly by your father it sounds like he has some growing up to do.
so take care of number one. getting through this will toughen you up. but take this time to feel shitty cuz its a shitty situation. i hope your friends will come to your side soon and if not fuck em there are plenty of more diserving ppl out there for you to offer your friendship.
take care. *hugs*

[kimmay candy]

You are right in away cinist! I have been though alot harder times also and I need to get tougher. I have been though times I never thought I would live thou. and kandy apple your right, Its nice to have people there for me. Thanks to everyones support on this post I appershate it very much. Reading your post makes me think about the good things in life...friends

[zarlon]

if you don't have yourself, what do you have?

sure it's shitty to feel lonely sometimes, but it's also really important to be able to cheer yourself up. 'cause, you know.. sometimes you're the only one that CAN be there for yourself.

come into this world alone... and you DIE alone! (har)

[BB_YungYung]

what about your mummy? isn't she there to love you?

[soma]

hang in there gir!l life can take these strange courses sometimes and everything can seem out of place. talk to your mom get tight with her (if your not tight already), I don't know why but moms always seem to right about shit like this. If your friends are being flails, it's times like these when you really need their love/support that you find out who your real friends are.
It looks to me like you have a hell of alot of people who care for you on this site. Use their support and energy and I'm sure you can kick this situation in the ass and end up on top.

take care =)

[kimmay candy]

^ thanks soma! good advise. Yeah my mom is my hero,I love her very much. Were really close and we will get though this togeather. thank you guys for careing! :) and soma one day we should meet man and hugs will be exchanged. alkatraz man!! that pic is really gross. hahahah ewww he spued