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Sep 17, 01
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there's a few things in my life that i wish were different. but i figured that's just how things are supposed to be right now.
and why haven't i changed em yet? oh i'm working on it all, but things take time.... i can't do it all at once. 
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Sep 17, 01
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if there was nehting i would make dif..i'd have a neverending list..cuz no one is perfect....and even in perfection itself...flaws are seen...
so thats why i wouldn't change nething...eveyrhting that i has made me who i am now...i don't regret..cuz thats wut makes me me!.. haha..also cuz i'm freakin indecisive and couldn;t decide on wut i wanted to change..and i don't wanna type alot either so yeah..i'm lazy~..=P~
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Sep 17, 01
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sounds like a plan ;)
anyways... i forgot to post my own reply.. anyways.. i want to be able to appreciate things more while i have them... and to be more optimistic.. i tend to be really pessimistic and only see the negative qualities in certain things.. as deep as my thoughts "can" go, it's not really a gift to be able to think in a negative way.. i sorta think that it's more of a gift to be able to see things in a positive light, cuz for me, that's something that's so much harder to do...
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Sep 17, 01
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It's kinda ironic that you posted this...cuz I was thinking about it yesterday night...
It's my job...I'm procrastinating...I could be anywhere in the world working as a nurse right now, but I've somehow lost my motivation :( It's actually quite depressing... but I've decided to work at it starting today :Kimmie:
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Sep 17, 01
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I wish I hadn't lost interest in the sciences.
It's not even so much that I lost interest, it's that I became to lazy and too pessimistic to do it. And now, I was thinking of a possible career that would be really neat. I was thinking of how it would be really neat to work for CSIS, but to be a spy or anything like that I would have to have probably something along the lines of a degree in Forensics. Which would mean most likely an MD first...I have one science 11, and it's Earth Science. I'd need Chem, Phys, Math and Bio 11 and Chem, Bio, Math 12 to get into that, which would take me a whole year extra to do. I'm actually contemplating going back to school for all that stuff next year. I highly doubt it though. So yeah, I wish that I hadn't lost interest when I was about 14. Otherwise, I agree with Jen =0)
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Sep 17, 01
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omg.. I could probably have a list that would go on forever! But maybe this will help motivate me to change these things!
things I can think of now[I'll probably add more on here when I think of summore]: To take chances... like minor things I have no problem with... but bigger things, for example taking more chances with love or relationships... I seem to shy away frum the whole subject and I've probably missed so many opportunities because of it.... and y haven't I changed that? well... I guess I'm shy/afraid of loosing friendships, being rejected, getting hurt, maybe the whole commitment thing scares me.... My family life... I wish I could change that, but since that's not possible I wish I could change our really pathetic.. or even non-existent relationships.. and trust me I'm trying! My organization... just look in my desk/binder/drawers, I'm the most unorganized person on this earth! I'm trying to change that too cause it totally makes things easier for me when I am organized... Procrastination... it's the worst, and I always do it... I need to bite the bullet and get things done without dreading to do the job and thinking how much there is to do.. I guess I still do this because it's much easier to put things off "till I feel like doing them" hehe.. which we all know will b never... Communticating better... like letting ppl know how I feel... I avoid this as much as I can.. cuz I'd rather b with someone that is happy then upset... but then if I don't somehow let out what I'm feeling it just all builds up inside untill I burst... maybe people would understand me better if I worked on this... this also goes with telling guys if I like them n stuff like that... keeping in touch with old friends... nuf said But actually I'm pretty happy with the way things are going... I don't have a perfect life but I have improved the way I look at it... now I'm looking more at the positive side of all situations [or try to]... I cherish my close friends more than I have before... I think I've sorta got my priorities set straight... unlike last year, so ya, hopefully this year will b a good one! ~breezy
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Sep 18, 01
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that someone would just give it up and move on with life instead of trying to piss me off.. yeah. that would be kinda nice.
but i guess nothng really needs to change in my life because im pretty content as i am right now.. i have kick ass friends, schools goin' alright and i have been smiling a lot more.. oh and me and max are gonna win the bowling league.. or something like that. hmmm... i guess i wish i attended school earliar this year so i knew wtf was going on in my financial accounting class... .stabitout.
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Sep 27, 01
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wish i hadnt slacked off as much in school and not gotten into a little fiasco with the law which i couldve easily got out of but didnt.
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