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Dec 08, 03
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3 years gone
its been exactly 3 years since my best boy-friend passed away ...
no matter how hard i wish .... he's still gone. there's nothing i woudln't do to go back in time and see him one last time. i miss tyson so much. * allie 
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Dec 09, 03
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I wish I could tell you that in time things would be better, or easier -- but sadly, it's not true. My best boy/soul mate has been gone since 1995 and it hurts my heart so much to see my face age and know that his never will - he will always be that beautiful in my mind
what i wouldn't give to touch him, to hug him, to kiss one last time...but that won't happen in this life, at least not physically. In my dreams it still does - and I know that some of those dreams are in fact visits. So in a way I still get to see him every now and again. But I hope that you see that you are here for a billion and one reasons..and you need to live and do things for him, because he no longer can. That you have to live your best life possible. That there may be some sadness in every celebration...but that celebration is something that you can do for him -and he knows it
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Dec 09, 03
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I definitely think this sums it up very well. I had three friends pass away that I was close with during the course of highschool, and i'll never ever forget them, and i'll never forget where I was, what I felt when they passed away. I wish I knew and understood Marayah's words when my friend in highschool took his own life, because I spent months and years afterwards feeling sad, confused and angry about it. I can totally understand wanting to go back in time, because for so long I felt this overwhelming guilt as a friend that there was something I could have noticed or done about it...I think back to his funeral to the pastor saying in a speech about dying young 'did he live a good life?' and I really felt like it had been so unfairly cut short.. but really, this was an opportunity for me to take life by the reins, and it took years for me to realize that, and I'm really glad I did. I will never ever forget him, or my other friends who passed on , and I really know that they would rather have me moving forward instead of always looking backwards... euck...I'm getting vaclempt...heh..and I know what you're going through Allie, I'm here if you ever need to talk. M Last edited by miss.myra; Dec 09, 03 at 01:42 PM.
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Dec 09, 03
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it's hard to see people that you love die.
it's even harder to see them die from something that at the time i had beaten ... i was so angry with myself. it will always be hard ... in a matter of 7 months i had 2 of my bestfriends and one good friend all die from cancer, or cancer related things. then my grandpa passed, he had 3 kinds of cancer ... it seems that everyone has cancer ... and now i do again. i know Ty, Issac & Mike would want me to live and cellebrate, but on days that make you remember them the most it is hard. * allie
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