losing your cool (take 2)

[bob]

k, i'm still curious about this... so let's try this again....


not like you were cool to begin with... but do u guys ever slip up when u meet someone? your mind turns to mush and it seems like your only train of thought is "i want him/her"... and then when u finally realize you've lost your cool, you've already given the other person the impression that you're just plain ol' desperate...

#1 reason why i'm single. wait wait, make that #2 now...

[Crunch]

just did it bob :(

but luckily she was a friend to begin with

so we are even closer now, but me hoping that she felt the same way. It wasn't mutual.


she mentioned i partially creeped her out for some reason.
My complete lack of experience i guess and my past experiences of fall/winter have left me emotionally weak.

i told her i had feelings for her after her "woman's intuition" was tellin her somthin for the whole week. She knew but she wasn't going to just say "Do you like me?" you know.

She's like the FBI. She already knows the truth but she needs a confession. I met 2 of her friends Fri. Night and they drove me to go play pool with a bunch of friends and when we turned into the parking lot they both turned around to me in the car adn said. "You like Kim don't you?" before that we were at my friends house for a half hour just chillin but they just somehow knew.

So if you are desperate they know alread.y you can't hide anything. Unless they are really dumb and you play them and send off false signals and sleep with them. which is tottaly disrespectful.

I guess im quite dissapointed. Another one slips right through my fingers :( but caught by my other hand.

acually this morning (Sat.) for 6 hours i was holding in Tears.

But we went out for dinner tonight with a 7 or 8 people and after went to a bigass halloween house party.

But all she is is a friend now. I lost my train of thought.
But thankfully she helped me more than anything.

Instead of losing the little cool i had i gained a little :)

Bob just hang in there. I'm not trying so hard anymore and more come along than you think.

"Just relax don't dwell on things and have a bit of fun instead of worrying"/


lol i don't know if it's 2:48 or 1:48am hmm.....

anyways its not the right section but if you get a chance to read it. reply and help me too :)