everything has fallen apart.

[Bitchin]

And for some fucking weird reason I don't care!

I realy don't.. or perhaps I'm in denial.

Work cut my shifts, i lack rent money, I'm single, parents breaking up, no food, ppl owing me $$, dont really wanna go on.. cause I highly doubt ppl care..

My friends are being awsome tho...

but fuck.. thigns couldnt be worse.. and I'm just laughin at it.

I can't wait to get away.. I really can't.

My moms just looks at me and is like "How can you be smiling?"
I really just don't care!

HAHAHAHAHA

[Partizan]

im sure people care... your friends, your family, your other loved ones... it might seem that people care cuz ... its just that people are sometimes self centred and simply lack the empathy to understand wat ur going thru ..

better laugh at it than be ultra stressed about it

im sure if u keep ur head up high ul get thru it no problem

[Bitchin]

I never thought of it that way... I guess your right.. tis better to laugh it off then be all disgruntled about it!

N I'm sure my friends do care but only to a certain extent.. I dunno.

rather not have them involed anyways.

just if I need a ear I know I got aleast one person to talk too! He already has a bunch!

[electron]

I know where u r coming from...

I have no food lol, I spent a good chunk of the rent $$ this weekend, bills are piling up, all my fam relatives and 'rents are on the other side of the country....list goes on. I get depressed someetimes...but just have to have a positive outlook like you seem to have.


It's usually about the money at the end of the day I guess...whether u want it to be or not...

[rawb]

sometimes when life hands you shit you have to make... uhm.. shitade?

[Bitchin]

^Can you show me how to make that Rawb? PLEASE!

[rawb]

i would but you're on my list.

[krisamata]

ohhh jnetter you know i care. how can i not?!?!?

we are one.

*does stupid head pointing move thingy* hahahaha


if i get my cheque on thursday you have no choice im picking u up...we're gonna go out for dinner and then we're going to see jenna dance.

[Bitchin]

Rawb, how'd I get back on your list! :014:
First I was on it once, then twice then at Apex to told me I was off your list!
*tear*
OR?!?! Is it a diffrent list!???


Krista.. *wierd head pointing thing you know ;P*
We are one, hollah!!! s'all good.. we just chatted on why I dont care!!
WE both know sex cures all.. HAHAHA

[diva]

Maybe things would be falling apart if you took a more serious approach to life and didn't just laugh everything off.

[Bitchin]

Perhaps your right, but most of the things I have No control over!

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by diva

Maybe things would be falling apart if you took a more serious approach to life and didn't just laugh everything off.

but the things that are falling apart on her she really doesnt have much control over (not all of them anyways)...so why not just laugh it off instead of letting it get to her...making her depressed and withrdrawn?!?

[{SiNcErE}]

Your probably in denial but at least your not depressed about your circumstances, i just hope you dont feel it twice as bad later on because you refused to take it seriously at first.

[BIGG_WYLL]

think positive always and forever...its help me through the tuffest of times when i thought i couldnt get any where i just looked up and smiled and said this isnt anything bad...just a small hill to overcome...many things have tryed to pull me down and not let me get back up but i push forward and im in a good place but not just becuz myself but also cuz i have a few good friends who helpd me out on the way... guys you know who you are!!! your good friends will always be there to help you out when you need them most!!

ive been in a lot of downs but now i only look up and nothing will stop me from doin that..no one and nothing will stop me!!!! so always look up....cuz if you dont you might trip over something lol