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Dec 18, 04
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Fu holidays
This is the time of the year when you're supposed to feel greatful for what you've got. And you know what? I've got so many reasons to be lucky, and I never forget that.
But I still feel sad. And then I feel guilty for being sad for the reasons above. It's stupid, and I can't wait for all of this to be done with. 
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Dec 19, 04
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i know the feeling..i am grateful for everything and everyone i have..but..still can't wait for christmas and the feeling to go away..
every year since i can remember..something happens that ruins christmas..i'm not sure if its already happened or if its still to come..just gotta wait..=(
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Dec 19, 04
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I can relate.
I'm filled with so much hate this Holiday Season. Yet, I'm expected to put on a happy face and pretend like I don't know what's going on or what's coming. Pretty fucking sad when your New Year's resolution is to try your best to keep in touch with your family after they throw away the last 20 years. I'm thankful for everything I have, but I'm just bleeding hate after taking this boot to the face. Fuck you, Christmas.
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Dec 19, 04
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i just self medicate with controlled substances and also illicit ones.
and im GRRRRRRRRRREAT!:D
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Dec 19, 04
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Wow... so many grumpy people. Merry Fucking Xmas to you too! :)
I'm just meh... Not brimming over with joy and not upset. Just another day.
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Dec 19, 04
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But seriously, I don't have it that hard off, AT ALL. So it's like I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself, but at the hospital the other day I met a lot of people who have it A LOT worse than I do, who don't even waste their time carrying an attitude like mine. Then I start to feel guilty, and that mixes with everything else and makes a glummy Myra :/
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Dec 19, 04
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I know what you mean I think? I feel like im forced to be happy or cheery and its hard to find that "reason" for christmas. Luckly work was alot of fun this season as im serounded with kids. The familey is kinda gay as I have to arrage two diffrent dinners/christmas's.
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Dec 19, 04
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i suggest going for a walk. fresh air and fresh faces usually help me. or go tothe airport and watch people for a few hours. you will see lots of sad goodbyes, but the happy hello's make up for it. it entertaining i guess. man,i feel like a hippy these days. all this peace and love mumbo jumbo. Last edited by mojo; Dec 19, 04 at 08:43 PM.
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Dec 19, 04
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i hear yah myra. im one super lucky girl, with lots and lots of amazing things going for me, but i cant help but dwell on the sadness that i also have. and it sucks. ive been trying to find the switch to turn it off, but apparently im not a robot.
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Dec 20, 04
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myra... don't think so much.
when you look at how lucky you are, just stop thinking before you get to the feeling guilty part. just stop at the part where you are content. sounds stupid, but i find that thinking too much usually leads to unhappy overlooks of oneself or of things around them. i know it's hard to stop thinking, specially for a girl like you ;) but you're a smart cookie as implied in the line above, i'm sure you can find some way.
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Dec 20, 04
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thinking positively will do wonders. seriously, I know its hard to forget problems or things that are getting you down.. but every single time you have somethin on your mind, drown it out with a positive thought. think of all the things that are goin for you, for me at least, this seems to work and clear my mind. over thinking things is pointless.. no need to feel any regret or any guilt over things you have said or done. what's done is done and most of the time the worry is out of place.
i mean, its just holidays.. go hang out with friends and family ricky from trailer park boys said it best "fuck guys just go and get drunk and stoned with your friends and family, that is what christmas should be about" haha Last edited by Goodfellow; Dec 20, 04 at 11:55 AM.
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Dec 20, 04
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why is everyone so down at christmas time and shit.. because u actually have to spend money on others or something?????? i mean comon...... people make such a big deal at christmas time both with tones of lights and being overjoyed or being bummed and shitty to be around...... it is a time of year and deal with it whatever way u do but dont bring others down........
JUST DEAL WITH IT!!!!! enjoy what u can and put up with the rest and quit complaining.
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Dec 20, 04
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No, I think really this year I'm actually starting to hate the holidays.
Nothing makes me feel really excited or giddy like it used to, I've barely started my shopping...and even today I walked past xmas carollers and it actually kind of made me annoyed..haha oh, and a bum told me today I was the most heartless person he's ever met, I bet he uses that line all the time, but he's also probably kind of right about that.
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Dec 21, 04
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thats too bad.
i hope something comes along that changes your mind. and i don't know you that well, but the few times i was around you seemed heartful enough. i'd give you a hug if i could.
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Dec 21, 04
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hmmmm fu holidays! Go away, I dont like ur pain!
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