missing someone so much you cry

[frogprincess]

my bosom friend/kindred spirit is a crack whore and it makes me so sad.

i do not think that i have seen her in close to close to 2 years and i cannot even remember the last time we spoke on the phone.

i hate that there is nothing i can do to help her, i hate feeling so powerless.

i love her so much and it hurts me to see what she's become.

not a day goes by that i do not think about what a wonderful and warmhearted person she was....and i am sure still is.....

:*o~ (

[inside]

that sucks. there's people from my past that could be in that situation and I somtimes wonder if they are doing ok. They were so brilliant. meth sucks. I wish I knownow what that stuff does cause I wouldn't even think of goin near it. Live u learn, I guess.

[Play-it-hard]

As you grow up, Alot of the people you were once good friends with start to go down hill and then just disapear, I know a few people that I wouldnt even recognize on the street, They are so skinny and have scabs all over themselves. I just don't understand people like that. I don't see how anyone could do that to themselves and keep on doing it. Drugs are a horrible thing and there is nothing you can do for them untill they want you to help them and reilize what they are doing to their bodys

[mystique]

Oh dear Maria... Im pretty sure I know who your talking about...

*hugs*
I will pray for her.

[AGROculture]

=(

.......
she was nice

[diva]

I'm sure she friend you once knew and loved is still there. The child within us gets covered and hardened by bitter ilfe experiences that I wouldn't even wish upon my won worst memory.

I'm done to help you make her a favourite treat and go for a drive in the hopes that we'll find her.
How does that sound?
Or how about taking her daughter out on a mini shopping spree--just in time for back to school.
*hear*

you know diz crazy *****'s always up for representin'
Wesiiide

ps. you're not on msn. i'm sleeping over at jim's mom's so i can get a ride to ubc in the morning and not dirturbe you.

see ya in the morning.

Colonic?