Delt.Dead Friends.

[Discord]

Its almost a year sense my old boyfriend was killed in a car crash.
I keep forgetting that he's gone:

Today I was deleting MSN contacts:and I came across his. I hadn't thought about him in a long time:
I looked at his profile: the last thing he updated before he died. a new poem: a new picture.

I just cant bring myself to take him of my list: at the same time: it just reminds me hes gone.

its something to stupidly simple as a computer contact list.. can make you so fucking sad:

[Bitchin]

you went out with ryan?!

[Gusto]

aww. condolences.

[Discord]

Originally Posted by Bitchin

you went out with ryan?!

for a while in 12th grade

Truth: we left it on a bad note: we use to fight alot. after we stoped talking for a year or so, we became friends:


the first thing he ever said to me: "when i'm sad, i want to be near you: you bring me light, and no matter how hard I try: your my Fav. person, I cant forget that:"

the last thing he ever said to me. (as a joke)

"Horny? I'll come over, and we'll fuck in the bath tub"

Aw.
Good times.
sad and bitter sweet times.