blessed with fucking amazing friends

[Ragga_Wh0re]

so today I was having a pretty rough day.
super depressed and emotional because the pregnancy has rendered me incapable of doing things id normally be able to do for myself.
Was talking to one of my best friends this afternoon whilst in my uber shitty mood,and we got into a spat because I was being a negative ninny...proceeded to tell her to fuck off then went stealth on my msn.

As the day progresses things get shittier and shittier.Was in alot of pain due to my hips seperating and the baby pressing down on my pelvis,cried a few times...did the whole self loathing bit then got into a spat with my mom over me being too "needy"...HI LADY IM ON BEDREST!and its totally my fault i am too?annnnnnnnnyways!

One of my other best friends(jordan) calls me up around 5 and says shes coming over to visit.20 mins passes and the doorbell rings,go to answer it expecting jordan to be there...but its not.Its my gf that I told to fuck off earlier in the day,holding a dozen long stemmed pink roses,a box of chcolates and a blue teddy bear!

I was so shocked,so surprised.I start crying and give her a million hugs and freak out like a girly girl.Rush her inside still crying and she starts crying and it was a big sappy bitch fest!

I am so fucking blessed to have such a thoughtful,caring,patient,understanding, forgiving friend.
Needless to say I feel like a major jerkwad about my behaviour,but she understands where im coming from and thankfully didnt take it to heart.
I feel SO damned lucky to have a friend like her,I am truely in awe of this woman,and grateful.I can only hope to be as forgiving and understanding as her.

I guess its true,everyone in your life is there to teach you a lesson,and she reminded me what compassion was...and what love was.

Heres to kick ass friends!

[broken_angel69]

cheers
thats so awsome, you're lucky to have a friend like her, not everyone does!