the crap cluster

[-evil-duerr-]

geez what a great way to start the new year...

basically 5 different areas of my life that I was very confident in, not more than 2 weeks ago, have hit rock bottom all at the same time - this week.

I know these times pass, but fuck. I look forward to the day my life has some semblance of consistancy.

[Carrie]

take life slow.. don't let it get you down.

if you were confident, no reason not to be now.

keep ya head up!

[Bentley]

ups and downs dude. You're a smart guy i'm sure good things will come...and go.....and come again.....etc..etc.

[tiedye]

It's only castles burning, mang.

[Rayeine]

It's just a shark in the wave...
the gnar shall again show itself..
Dont work yourself up over it, it'll all settle in..
just let it ride.

[Grapes]

basically 5 different areas of my life that I was very confident in, not more than 2 weeks ago, have hit rock bottom all at the same time - this week.

What are the 5 areas??

I'm thinking..

Job
Family?
Girl (guy?)
School
Car ??

I'm in the dark here! I don't think my life has many areas by comparison.

[-evil-duerr-]

^job
school
girl
money

thats it actually. so 4. the other one isn't really anything new or worth mentioning.

[tiedye]

music?

[-evil-duerr-]

^ as soon as I get my ass off this computer ha ha ha, the music should be doin a-ok.

Stirred emotions almost always give me a creative edge. So that's a good thing!

[tiedye]

Sleep deprevation and combining pharmacutical drugs with illegal ones are my muse.

[Grapes]

How could I forget money :(

[gratia]

i feel your pain. i had a happy new year slap in the fuckin face too. BUT...doing my best to stay positive about it. that's alll you can do. one thing you will always have the power to change is your attitude. and your attitude determines your emotions....which usually control much of your behaviour. so really, if you have the right attitude about it....you can make your life whatever you want it to be.

[thechix0r]

Know how you feel Evil... I am working on my collapse as well

[Grapes]

Just remember, the Chinese have the same word for crisis as they do for opportunity.

"Crisitunity!!!"

[-evil-duerr-]

^hahaha


turns out I don't have a crap cluster anymore. I got everything except the money situation worked out now.
thanks for your posts tho guys, I appreciate it

[Grapes]

No problem, I'll PM you my new addy so you can send a cheque.

[-evil-duerr-]

^DUDE I STILL HAVE MONEY PROBLEMS JEEEZ CANT YOU READ????!?!?!?!?

bastard *kicks pebble*

[Carrie]

I'm sure there is a corner available somewhere on seymour !

[-evil-duerr-]

im not going to exploit myself for grapes' made up chinese words!!

[Carrie]

If you believe they are real, they then become real!

[Lush]

Sorry to hear it - it sounds trite and everyone is probably going to say something along the lines of 'it'll get better' but it really will.

When things hit rock bottom there's nowhere to go but up and achieving those things over again grants one of the most fulfilling feelings in the world.

Plus sometimes life pushes you in a direction that seems disappointing in the short term but works out to enhance things in the long run.