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ijust dont know anymore...
I woke up this morning so frustrated with myself.
Im turning 19 in a week and i dont even know what the fuck i want to do with my life. Im in school,taking psychology but im not even sure this is what i want. i know i have a long time to figure this out, but it's just bothering me. I have this huge need to figure out what i want RIGHT NOW! I also have to make the decision weather or not to move back to montreal this summer, and i cant even do that!I'm so torn. I was stayin here in Vic to b with my boyfriend, cuz i thought it was making me happy...but he split...and now im left with nothing... it just feels like everything is falling apart... i need a hug:( its just one of those weeks i guess... |
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i think a lot of people are in the same boat as you. its hard trying to make decisions which might affect the course of your life, especially if you're unsure what you want to be doing in the future. just try and figure out what your interests are and maybe go from there.
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Everyone goes through the same thoughts as you... some at the same age, some earlier and some later. -- Hell, some people even have these kind of thoughts multiple times through-out their lives.
The important thing is that you're 18 turning 19... don't expect everything to have an answer immediately. It will work itself out as you mature and discover what interests you and more importantly, what your passion is. -- If you find your passion, then nothing else will matter. Everything will fall into place. |
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i kinda get it.
im spending stupid amounts of money on this program im in for the main passion in my life. and that gives me this inside happy\mushy\wonderful feeling. however, this program gets me nowhere financailly in life. im dropping $10,000 (over two years) for this program... and im wondering why im doing it? then i remember that its finals right now, and my workload is insane, and im probably going a little crazy because of that. im 20, i dont know what the hell im doing. i have no direction, truely, the one thing i know is that i always have to be persuing my passion, one way or another. its hard too when alot of people around you seem organized, and like they have tehir life planned out, and will have success. but hell, i'm going to have much more fun, persue all my desires, and wake up every morning doing what i love. |
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^ I think having people around me who are organized is my main problem..
my mom just recently moved in with me (horrible idea) and she is SUPER organized with her life, and when shes stressed out she projects on to me..and leaves me feelin like shit :( oh well, i ugess these are lifes lil obstacles....... |
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I have had the same thought in the past 4 years from time to time myself. Thats what college and many other thigns are for. Take some stuff in other areas and maybe you'll find interest or eliminate some. There are many ways. Not every grew up knowing exactly what they wanted to do. Go through trial and error. Atleast you do know that you have plenty of time. I'm still trying to figure outmyself and have already ruled out some stuff through attempts. Good luck to you
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Amen,
I moved across this effing country to a shithole (Kingston) and preppy ass POS school (Queen's) and you couldnt get me to stay here if you paid my tuition for the next 4 years. Im not sitting around here though, Im moving AGAIN, trying something new, hopefully making a better choice. Point is kiddo, you cant expect shit to just come to you, youve got to go out and get yourself motivated in trying new things. Things will eff up BIG TIME, but oh well, dont bitch about life, because all that bitching, moaning and widging (BMW complex) is gunna get you no where fast. Youre not the first person in the history of the world UNDER 20 to not know where they are going to be in 5 years OH WELL. Either start getting your ass in gear or dont complain. And BTW, Missy B is THE ORIGINAL so Id ditch the sig babe. |
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sry didnt know u even existsed |
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