I know nothing, not even karma, can make this better Shawn and i am so sorry this had to happen to you. It seems really unfair, and coming at a really bad time.. and it really sucks because chances are she was on disability for a major mental illness (if you said why i missed it) and there is a high chance that she will get sick again and have to leave her job.
You ARE the better canidate for the job, but it seems like their hands are tied and they have to learn the hard way. (not feeding into the stgma surrounding mental illness but two years is a long recovery, every case is different, and i'm sure she could be great...but i'm doing the math and see a relapse in the future)
I have faith in you though, i know you'll pull through....thinking positive is key, don't make yourself feel worse by reminding yourslef what reality could serve you. that's not your fortune. Your not that guy. Ok! Your NOT . That's me. or some other guy. Not you. You are not this guy.
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