Serious post

[Bitchin]

k, seriously I havent trsuted anyone since the begining of time.. so why would I now?

ugh..

[cinist]

UGHHHHHHH those fuckers heh

[*STARFISH*]

Originally posted by alias_ftw
fuck the world.
I was not high when I wrote that, I don't even do 'real' drugs, I just think that I should start....for lack of a reason not too.
Riot and Liqwid, there are certain things that are ongoing without cure, terminal...
Bitchin, drop whoever doesn't treat you right, you deserve better then that.



:finger: FTW :finger:

werd. i know exactally how you feel.
ive never touched chemical drugs or shrooms for that matter.
havent smoked up since summer...
but i really dont know why.
sometimes i feel like life is shit..
and theres no point in keepin on...
but then again.. why make things even worse for yourself by starting up a drug problem.
i hope things look up for you.
Lord knows if they ever will for me.
ive been stuck in a rut of misery since last year. and theres no end in sight. ugh.

[cinist]

^
maybe you should try it out, i mean you are old enough too not take it overboard. I am not an advocate of drug use, but i think peaking on E at a tight party is something everyone should experiance atleast once, why not....i dont know why i am saying that i haven't done drugs in a long time, but there's no harm is trying once...

[sungoo]

Pain is never forever, unless you lose yourself in it.
It's much the same with happiness. Happiness lasts only momentarily.

When your wounds are healing, it is replaced by a scab. Then when the scab falls off. There is a scar. The wound has healed, but that scar will be a constant reminder of the past. You can't honestly believe that you'll forget pain.
Pain is one of the many emotions we feel. As well as happines and etc... and these emotions are the only things which remind us we're alive.

The way I see it, those who wallow in their own pity, choose to wallow in their own pity. The reason they don't is cause they're comfortable. Where they can yell at the world for giving them a shitty set of cards. But I bet you 99% of the world doesn't give a shit about you or your problems.

So here is my advice.
You can continue to destroy yourself which is Obviously the easiest way out. Or you could redeem yourself, cause I doubt you're happy they way your life is going right now. I mean, it'll take a lot of effort but it's worth it. You're fighting for happiness, why would you give up on that fight so easily?

[miss.myra]

I love how people love to find a million different ways to call pot 'not a drug'.

not a "real" drug, not a "chemical" drug..


jesus tapdancing christ, get a clue :c-tard:

[crookedking]

tap dancing christ?

[Liqwid]

Originally posted by alias_ftw
fuck the world.
I was not high when I wrote that, I don't even do 'real' drugs, I just think that I should start....for lack of a reason not too.
Riot and Liqwid, there are certain things that are ongoing without cure, terminal...
Bitchin, drop whoever doesn't treat you right, you deserve better then that.



:finger: FTW :finger:

think about it this way if you can.........


"i attract to me all that which occures" its 100% accountablity.

how you deal with something is complete different then blaming something.........

~Dalyn

[GoGo_Gurl]

Originally posted by Klaus
Pain is never forever, unless you lose yourself in it.
It's much the same with happiness. Happiness lasts only momentarily.

When your wounds are healing, it is replaced by a scab. Then when the scab falls off. There is a scar. The wound has healed, but that scar will be a constant reminder of the past. You can't honestly believe that you'll forget pain.
Pain is one of the many emotions we feel. As well as happines and etc... and these emotions are the only things which remind us we're alive.

The way I see it, those who wallow in their own pity, choose to wallow in their own pity. The reason they don't is cause they're comfortable. Where they can yell at the world for giving them a shitty set of cards. But I bet you 99% of the world doesn't give a shit about you or your problems.

So here is my advice.
You can continue to destroy yourself which is Obviously the easiest way out. Or you could redeem yourself, cause I doubt you're happy they way your life is going right now. I mean, it'll take a lot of effort but it's worth it. You're fighting for happiness, why would you give up on that fight so easily?

I totally agree, well said.

I believe people are in control of their own life. we as people make some smart choices and some stupied choices and we have the emotion to feel the hardships of others choices. BUt only u can make yourself happy.

We are given the power to fix what we can, and accept what we cant.

[cinist]

^
I think that is bullshit, there are things that happen that are ongoing and horrible which you cannot change. There are things that I cannot change, I will never accept that. Because there are certain things in this world that are just too fucked up and unfair too accept.

[*STARFISH*]

Originally posted by cinist83
^
maybe you should try it out, i mean you are old enough too not take it overboard. I am not an advocate of drug use, but i think peaking on E at a tight party is something everyone should experiance atleast once, why not....i dont know why i am saying that i haven't done drugs in a long time, but there's no harm is trying once...

id try it out, but i only fear that my depression would become more severe.
plus i really want to stay in the scene for the right reasons.
and, yes there is harm in doing it once.. permanant brain damage...

[cinist]

well i wouldn't do it in a time of depression, but when everything is going well.....go hard! heh..
your brain damage for one nite won't be that severe

[*STARFISH*]

ya, but damage is still damage.
im short on brain cells as is. ;)

[sungoo]

Originally posted by cinist83
I think that is bullshit, there are things that happen that are ongoing and horrible which you cannot change. There are things that I cannot change, I will never accept that. Because there are certain things in this world that are just too fucked up and unfair too accept.

It's naive not to accept the fact that you're just human. You're not a god, you do not have the will to change everything.
"There are things that I cannot change, I will never accept that" - that is like flipping a coin and saying "I flipped tails, I cannot accept that."

Yes, "there are certain things in this world that are just too fucked up and unfair..." but in the same sense, are there not things in this world that are just too lovely and fair?

Anyways, regardless of what you're saying, I'd like to know. Even if you can't accept these things, do you think you could find happiness? Because, I mean that's really what it's about isn't it?

[cinist]

would it be fair to be happy and go on about your life, when everyone else is dying? Is it fair to say, "everything happens for a reason and i don't have the power to change it so ohwell...i'LL be happy and care free"? while other people slowly loose their lives. Happyness equals guilt for me.

[sungoo]

Here is a question for you.
If you fell into the darkest depths of depression, and one of your friends found true happiness, would you expect them to fall after you?

I mean, should you not be helping them out instead of dying a little for them.

[cinist]

you're right, it's just not a good time right now

[Ragga_Wh0re]

I FARTED!!!!!! GOD DOES IT EVER STINK!!! wooooooo felt like that one ripped muh panties

Thunder bum panty ripper over and out

[Ragga_Wh0re]

p.s. i masturbate and feel better :) masturbation is my anti drug bwaaaahahahahhahahaha

[sungoo]

Originally posted by cinist83
you're right, it's just not a good time right now

Light shines brightest at the darkest of times.

[justa~gurl]

lmao

krista i love you