defeat

[Ragga_Wh0re]

words illustrating monumental tribulation scatter the confines of the lines on this page,i feel so clostrophobic,because what I want to say is so much bigger then this half an inch provided.

Letters strung together sounding out words,articulating a sentance with so much depth yet remains so completely hollow.Now I understand that he`ll never understand,no matter how many verbs,vowels,hyperboles or similies i use he`ll never see this and he`ll never know what it felt like to be graced by his hands.

And yet I still write,and I write and I write,and for what purpose?Write myself into oblivion start or stop Im still defeated.The noveltys worn off but its like a sick affliction,he haunts me and wont leave my memory.Even though Ive moved onto greener pastures,there he sits...a dandilion choking up the monotony of the landscape, obscuring my vision.Never seen color so brilliant or bold,so alluring.The audacity...how repulsive.

And so I set off on new conquests,in hopes that he`ll take his cue and slip out the back door like a theif in the night.But like a ship hes dropped his anchor and wont set sail until Im out of paper,my pens ran out of ink and my fingers are twisted and gnarled with arthritus.

[Goat]

I'm not trying to be a dick. Honestly.
But what's with the the:

So much bigger then what half an inch?

he`ll never know what it felt like to be graced by his hands.

The man has no arms, he can't jerk himself?

Never seen color so brilliant or bold,so alluring

Eye stopping, jaw dropping dandelions, weeds? ?

The audacity...how repulsive.

The audacity of breaking up monotonous scenery?

I don't get it.
:(

[Ragga_Wh0re]

So much bigger then what half an inch?

^i wrote this in my writing book...

Eye stopping, jaw dropping dandelions, weeds? ?

Dandilions do have a very bold yellow color and they can still be repulsive as much as they are beautiful...it all depends on the person.Just because you dont see it that way does not mean it does not exist.See theres a box that you need to think outside of.

Youre taking this literally and not figuratively just like all the other comments that you had posted.Youre usually a pretty smart cookie goatie boy.

*The audacity of breaking up monotonous scenery?*

It is audacious for the simple fact that I dont want him there(hence moving onto greener pastures or how he haunts me and wont leave my memory?).Sure the landscape might be monotonous but youre using montony with a negative connotation...which in this case does not apply.

Anyways I commend you for not being a complete fuckwad with your response,Im actually shocked.

kudos bud.