Damnit, eh!?

CodaDrummer · #1 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

Wow, tonight sure got fucked up in a hurry.

At about 6 o-clock, an acquaintence of mine phones me (my home phone, not cell) and asks me if I know of anyone who has any White Doves as a new batch is going through Kelowna right now. I say no, obviously lying, but not wanting to do business on my home phone. He then asks me if I have any and again my answer is no.
I get off the phone with him and immediatly my mom is at my side.

"What are White Doves?" She asks. Obviously, there is nothing I can say to defend myself, but once again, sub-consciously I feel the need to dig a bigger hole. "He didn't say White Doves!" I exclaim with a guilty tone and take off down stairs. A yelling match starts and I snap back with rude and sarcastic comments at some of the accusations that are being thrown my way, such as: You're dealing drugs!
That is so far from the truth, but nothing can be said to make the situation better.
When the sarcasm and the harsh words become to much for her, she comes back with "Your Father and I are splitting up!" This stops me dead in my tracks. All the fear and pain that was realized when they nearly split back in '98 hit me 100 times harder. All the weight was now building on my shoulders and it broke me in two. Everything from the frightening thoughts of having no more family to turn to, loss of communication with loved ones, my families now newly gained knowledge of my substance abuse and yes even flashes of my parents dying without having any of this resolved... all this and more came crashing down on top of me. It sits now, over my head, like a cloud ready to flood a valley bottom.

The house is silent now. It's a slow and painful silence which is killing me.

hellzbellz · #2 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

kyle thats really harsh....

I dont know what to think about this, but maybe she said that b/c She wanted to scare you out of anything you might be doing....
Explane to her that your friend is the one whos the drugie.

man i hope everything is going alright, and dont worry i'll make sure you have a good time when i come, and throw in lots of huge HUGS!!

I *heart* you and cant wait to finnally meet you

thumper · #3 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

what are White Doves?

CodaDrummer · #4 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by hellzbellz

kyle thats really harsh....

I dont know what to think about this, but maybe she said that b/c She wanted to scare you out of anything you might be doing....
Explane to her that your friend is the one whos the drugie.

man i hope everything is going alright, and dont worry i'll make sure you have a good time when i come, and throw in lots of huge HUGS!!

I *heart* you and cant wait to finnally meet you

Maybe, but they have been having MAJOR screaming arguements lately. If you look at it that way though, maybe it would be a good thing?

Ahh! I don't know what to do, say or think!

It's going to be fun to get out with someone new and exciting! :)

CodaDrummer · #5 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by thumper

what are White Doves?

Well the batch of "White Doves" that are going around Kelowna right now are MDA. They also have a fairly high Jib content.

MDA is superior to MDMA, in my opinion. Look it up if you care enough.

TheCooker · #6 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

I HEART MDMA

I HEART SPECIAL K

My favorite vowel is "E"

My favorite constanant is "K"

thumper · #7 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

So you're a dealer?

CodaDrummer · #8 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by thumper

So you're a dealer?

No! I am not a dealer! I have connections, but I don't stockpile the shit and sell it. I am part of a network, a very small part.

ty_guy · #9 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

kyle, dude i hope all that shit settles down cause family is one of the best thing to have. i'm rootin for ya

p.s. Requiem For A Dream is THE #1 movie ......... i love it

CodaDrummer · #10 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by ty_guy

kyle, dude i hope all that shit settles down cause family is one of the best thing to have. i'm rootin for ya

p.s. Requiem For A Dream is THE #1 movie ......... i love it

Hey man, thanks for the backing. It's been a week of screaming matches, but they have started actually talking it out the past few days, so hopefully everything stays civil.

As far as the information leak about my social activities? Well, only time will tell if they decide to do anything about that. I don't think they will even try to get involved. I'm 18 and I am moving out in June. Then again, they could do the old "when you're under our roof, you're under our rules" thing, but they can't shut my life down totally.

hellzbellz · #11 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

Kyle is by buddyyyy... NA NA NA NA..... BOOOO BOOOO :)

hellzbellz · #12 (**permalink**) Oct 31, 04

have my babys?

CodaDrummer · #13 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by hellzbellz

Kyle is by buddyyyy... NA NA NA NA..... BOOOO BOOOO :)

HAHAHAHA!!! :254:
HelllZ is sketchin OUT!

Rhianna · #14 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by Hemi57

They also have a fairly high Jib content.

Mmmmmm.............Crack!

CodaDrummer · #15 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by hellzbellz

have my babys?

Ok! But that means no drugs and/or alcohol for 9 months!!!

Ahh, fer fuck sakes, you people make me laugh!

CodaDrummer · #16 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rhianna

Mmmmmm.............Crack!

Yeah, they are some pretty cracked-out birds.

Jen-E-03 · #17 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

I'm sorry to hear about all of this. All I can say is I hope evrything works out the best it can and b strong. *hugz*

IntakE · #18 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Oh wow...Im really sorry to hear that and I hope it all works out for you and your family in the end.

Jen-E-03 · #19 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by thumper

So you're a dealer?

Your a fucking idiot...did u even read what he wrote!??! and thanks for the bad karma ..Oh No I'm down to 1099 karma points agian ...

thumper · #20 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jen-E-03

Your a fucking idiot...did u even read what he wrote!??! and thanks for the bad karma ..Oh No I'm down to 1099 karma points agian ...

juss because i'm not hip to everything drug related doesn't mean you have to be so negative. i stand by my giving of bad karma :319:

mapleleaf4ever · #21 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Hope things work out for you Kyle. :)

CodaDrummer · #22 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Quote:

Originally Posted by thumper

juss because i'm not hip to everything drug related doesn't mean you have to be so negative. i stand by my giving of bad karma :319:

What does this have to do with "being hip to everything drug related"? Obviously, you didn't really read anything and you started spouting off with stupid comments and questions.

CodaDrummer · #23 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Thank you to everyone who took the time to come in here and show your support! :)

CodaDrummer · #24 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Jen-E-03, best karma message ever!! :)

Japan is gonna love you!

thumper · #25 (**permalink**) Nov 01, 04

Drug dealer/Drug runner/Drug middleman, big fucking difference. it's your own shitty life you're fucking up.