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Dec 17, 01
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brown eyed girl
i decided to go for a walk after my 3am trip to the 24 hour gym this morning, and i found myself in some bumhole coffeeshop at like 5idunno AM... new-ton... the guy there was pretty coffeeshop-saavy... i didn't really like him cuz he wasn't too friendly, but i guess that's just cuz i'm not a regular... :( i like going to coffee holes and having the worker dude be like HEY MAN WHAT'S SHAKIN'!?! it just makes me feel a little more invited... but noooooohwell...
then that song came on the radio... van morrison... brown eyed girl... i never hear the song when i want to, but for the first time, it came on when i really needed to hear it... everytime i hear that song, i start recollecting these memories that never really happened. i'm so pathetic that i've created memories out of fantasies... i've never actually been happy enough in my life, or had such a good experience that i could reminisce and smile with my cup of joe... but when i hear that song, i basically just put a name to a face that i've never seen before, and sing along... Do you remember when we used to sing Sha la la la la la la la la la la dee dah Laying in the green grass Sha la la la la la la la la la la dee dah Dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee Sha la la la la la la la la la la la la Dee dah la dee dah la dee dah la D-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-d... who'm i kidding... mehhh 
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Dec 17, 01
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Hey Bob...
For me,,, this song would have been much better off as a fantasy.
I used 2 like that song,,, because it reminded me of my girl then... she left me THE REST IS HISTORY. It's a beautiful song,,, and it bothers me that this song feels like a slap in the face. It just reminds me of her,,, fuck. fuck.
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Dec 18, 01
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sorry danny :(
the first line man... hey where did we go? that fucking hurts. even though it's entirely artificial for me. hey... where did me and my 15 year old teenage dreams of you lost in my ceiling fan go? kinda makes me think... if i didn't waste these days moaping around and hating the fact that i have no memories, maybe i would have something that would one day become a memory that i can look back on. a real memory... not something i saw on titanic... i guess i've been doing this my whole life. wishing i had something real to think of, wasting all my time wishing. never doing... damn... damn danny... at least u had something...? tis better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all? at least u don't have to lie to yourself to hurt yourself...
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Dec 18, 01
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get over it bob. she'd never go for you.
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Dec 18, 01
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yah, write fortune cookiez and i'll slip them into the box at my werk for yaz =0)
[yes, i know im white and i werk at a chinese food restaurant its a little odd ...]
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Dec 18, 01
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hmmmmm....
yeah Bob,,, I had something alright. But,,, now it's gone forever...
At least you have the future to look forward to. I don't think I want to fall in love again,,, losing my love hurt too much. I don't ever want to feel like that again. Plus,,, I think she was 'the one' for me,,, and it didn't work out. *sighs* It's taken me a long time to get over this,,, and in way,,, I don't think I'll ever get over it. But,,, I'm okay with it now,,, and I've come to terms that it is really over. She is better off without me,,, and all I ever wanted was for her to be happy... so I guess that's why I'm okay with it now. *puts face in hands* Life Goes On. Last edited by D; Dec 18, 01 at 01:35 AM.
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Dec 19, 01
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bob we really need to get u a girl
badly :D:
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