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hold on if you feel like letting go....
the other day i found two letters from my dad in the mail box they where addressed to my mom but i knew in my gut somthing was up so i took them on the bus with me to read. I found out that they were his will and a suiside note. My heart broke into a million pieces thank god i thought fast and called 911 to go to his place cause if i didn't he would prob be dead or in a coma right now. First off i would just like to say how pathetic it is that i was screaming EMERGENCY i need a cell phone and no one helped me untill the lady beside me saw the note and got the bus drivers phone. there was one lady though who was verry sweet she saw that i was verry shaky and upset so she took the sky train with me. there should be more people like this in the world. Life is soooooooooo special, but i know what it's like to feel like you have nothing to live for and that nothing is gonna change THIS IS NOT TRUE!!!!! you are not alone!!! things will get better i know life is a bitch but if you ever feel suisidal please talk to some one or think about who you'll be hurting in the end. i almost lost my dad and for the few min when i thought he was already gone it was like the worst pain i've ever felt in my life times 100. Please if you feel like hurting yourself don't life will get better i promise there are tons of people that want to help you you just need to let them in, you'll miss out on sooo much if you don't get help life is worth the struggle and beleve me your stronger than you think
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May 01, 05
