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[omega_image]

fuk.....y the hell does this have to happen now? guys i've fallen into a depressive hole....i dunno what brought it on, but now whenever i'm alone i can never seem to see or think of the bright side of anything.....all i wanna do is cry....it just pisses me off cuz it just adds to all my stress from school (prov's) and everything else i have to work on......and fuk i was just super happy like last week.....like right now wirting this i'm kinda teary and i have no idea y....fuk
-adam

[MC Hammered]

Give me a call dude.

Life can be the shits but it's only temporary.

[blink-e]

omega dude ... i know wat u're feeling like man every1 goes thru these periods every so often n they suck ... my advice iz 2 alwayz b with friendz n do stuff wit them even if u're not in the mood day in n out n next thing u know .... =)

fiv 2 tha hart - blinx420

[mojojojo]

It's probably the weather....
I get like that sometimes too when it gets like this

[cLinK]

it doesn't have to neccessarily be anything in particular bringing it on... it could just be a build up of little things that led to how you're feeling....
but i feel like that sometimes too. and, especially at this time of year.... actually, i was feeling like that the other day... not as much depressed, but i kept getting teary at everything. i think that it's the stress of finishing your grade 12 year. you have all these finals, all these teachers telling you if you don't do well you're going to be a failure in life, and the thought that you are no longer going to be in the safe hole of school, you're gonna be in the real world. so you're stressing about that. an;d you wanted a job right? so you're probably stressin a bit about that.... and then all that stress about school turns around and makes you depressed and feeling weird, leading you to not be able to concentrate on school, making your stress aobut it totally useless

that's just my theory. for me at least.

i hope you understood what im saying

and i'm here
if ya need someone to talk to
sometimes it helps :)

[*baby*nat*]

i know how you feel.
happy.sad.happy.sad.happy.sad.sad.happy.
it'll go away soon-just fink~summer! and ohh..you gonna go to usc..that'll be fun!..feel better hun.
hugs.

[Mand-E]

readin ur thread reminded me when i was fckin depressed a few months ago....i remember i cried all nite and TRIED (soo hard) 2 make myself believe that when i woke up the nxt morn that everythin would b ok.....but when i got 2 school i got even more depressed and cried!!!-i've neva cried at school or even in front of most of my friends!!!---but i think all that cryin 4 no reason and havin a bit of this sympathetic attention frm ppl who wouldnt expect depression frm me made it betta.---i knw it's hrd 2 believe, but it does get better and dont try 2 figure out why ur depressed cuz i find that makes it worse as u look at all the bad stuff!--just think of it as a chance 2 let out alotta bottled up tears!
---------luv mand-e

[Sammy Skillz]

mandy's right...you need to get all that bottled up emotion out. perhaps a creative outlet? I find that even a long run in the evening helps A LOT. You can convert all that depression/negative thinking into exercise. It helps. trust me.

I think we've all been there before but you gotta understand that depression is just a phase...there's ALWAYS light at the end of the tunnel.

[BeatFarmer]

blah, i've been feeling the same way....like i just can't stand anything soemtimes. it fuckin sux cuz everything seems so.....i dunno, it's hard to describe.

but cLink, i think your totally right! i was reading through your post and i'm like "hey yeah, that actually makes sense" cuz these last months have been scary for me because of all the planning for THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! i'm just uncomfortable with the whole situation.

and adam, it'll all pass i'm sure. just stick it through the tough times and you'll get through it. like clink said its probably just stress and shiz. no worries!

[omega_image]

aww.....thnx guys u just made my day, after 9 hrs of fashion show today and being yelled at left, right, and center i feel a lot better........clink i dont think anyone would wanna hnag out with most of the "friends" i have.....they all get pissed every weekend.....so boring! esp when i dont drink.....like the few that r actually ok i dont mind.....blah me blabbin......thnx for all the advice!
-adam

[stabmyhead]

you're a funny drunk thats all i gotta say. riverview. ho ho ho <-- laughing.)

as everyone has said already.. its probably just a phase... but depression kinda comes and goes.. its not just gonna DISAPPEAR on you it'll kinda linger around.. but its really how you deal with things i guess.. how you precieve what comes to you.

i dunno. get some ice cream and BINGE. and then play some good addictive RPG. FUCK SCHOOL. k.. im bad at this kinda advice.. HAVE SEX. and dammit. i havent drank in weeks. so stop rubbing it in :P

uh... if you need someone to talk to (even though you seem fine from your last post) im here. most the time.. watching.. er. lyrics to cheer you up...

"ive got a special place.. where i keep $6 million.. its coming outta my ass.. in $100 bills.. and i got so much cash.. i could hire you and your mother.. to clean the wad taht just shot outta my asss! and you might think its funny. but its where we keep our money!"

ahh.... i love that song.. (the livids -- money)

[*baby*nat*]

if you want read my 'always smile' post in Heart2heart

*love out

[*addy*]

I know how you feel.
I guess just cause of the added stress in school w/exams and shit, everything just piles up, and you can't deal with it. The slightest thing will trigger you to be upset, or angry.
I'm starting to get over "the great depression" now. I just figured out what I wanted to change about myself, my life, and thought about my future, and just started going for it you know?
Some things can't be helped in life, but work on the one's that can I guess.
If you ever need to vent ya know my number.

:027:

[kiMMie]

*big hug from big sis* :027:

We'll talk in a bit about this Adam... :Kimmie:

[BeatItFarmer]

Don't worry man life has it's ups and it's downs...u just gotta learn how to get through the downs...take time for urself just to relax...usually better in nature...smoke a blunt in a nice setting and just relax....everyone on this site has something to be grateful for...u have fingers and eyes that work and some pple don't...others don't even have computers....

I know what it's like with the stress of gr 12 ending...but don't stress to badly...we think that this is the make or break year but it's not...If u do fuck up u have a lot of time to fix shit....things will get better so just take some time to relax....do whatever keeps u at peace...if u feel like cryin then cry...I like to drive when I'm down....just like today/....for some reason I'm sad so I just go out and cruise with the windows down....and then usually I feel better..."don't worry be happy" ''Akunamatata" haha peace