Originally posted by Sue Bitch:
I just cant get him out of my head. My ex-boyfriend, it has been 8 mounths since we broke up. I dont see him much at all but i sometimes talk to him on the net.
That could be the problem, you don't see him that often, only left to talk to him on the net, so you are left with this lingering feeling to see him, to be with him...
We never did part on good terms since i practically broke his heart. He hates drugs. I really like drugs (pot) nad there was the problem of going to raves cause of the excess to drugs.
If that's why you guys broke up in the first place, and you're still smoking pot and going to raves, I don't think it's going to be better this time around if you guys can't be open minded and look beyond something so trivial. Then again, maybe you doing what you do, strongly offends him, and in that case, I don't think you should attempt.
But l;ately I have just been thinking of him alot I dont know if it is because I truely love him or it is the fact that i havent had a boyfriend since him (hurting)
*eye roll* OMG, Eight months without dating someone... that's like, harsh man, how do you get by? I think you're just lonely and want to be loved, then again, who doesn't. You're looking for it in the wrong place. Recycling is for bottles and cans.
Should I just ignore my feelings or maybe go see him and pour my heart out. I mean if i went out with him i would stop drugs not easily but i would truely this time in a second flat.
Quitting drugs for someone else is a bad idea, what happens when you guys break up again? You'll probably go back to doing drugs and partying to forget about him... If you're going to quit, do it for your own reasons, not to try to win back some guy. It just makes you look needy and fake. Try to figure out what you really want before you go for it. Those that walk with their eyes closed, just end up running into walls.
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