so close....

[mugsy]

things havent been the best lately - somethings due to circumstance, other things due to my own reactions\actions to circumstances...
but lately, things that can look up have. confidence is growing in myself when it comes to what i can make and do and accomplish. oppurtunites i dreamed of - literally - are arising.
i am so fuckin lucky to have the people in my life that i have, they're encouraging and understanding, and more then what friends and families are supposed to be.
i still feel\am sick, i still get pretty dam sad alot, but everything is just feeling different. its like im seeing the platinum lining.
nothing has really happened yet, just ideas - but they will happen.

[Only_Glory]

to me it seems you are dreamer. and if you are a dreamer it does not matter how close or how far things are. induldge yourself in the dreams, and you will realize you are living in something magical