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May 22, 01
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why is she still on my mind?
Man i get the picture but why am i still thinking about you .I 'm beginning to resent that i ever met you!:005: I'm having troubles sleeping,waking up ,eating now what the fuck is this shit i was doin so well and now it seems as though you brought out all my weaknesses.... or at least my one major weakness :(
There was a time when i was the happiest mofo on earth and now it seems as though i've lost that feeling in an instant fuck i thought i was a pretty stong person but now i realize that i'm just like every other lovestruck puppy dog(just a lil bitch):002: 
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May 22, 01
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argg....
i hate ppl like that. those that you meet that make you want them so bad that you would drain your blood. tear apart your flesh and ram your fingers into your sockets and rip out your eyes for.. err.. sorry for the graphic detail... but thats what its like sometimes... i hate those ppl that seem to change you and make you want them so bad... i hate it.. i hate the whole feeling of someone having control over my emotions. over me. .. argg.. its nuts staying up all night to see when they will come online.. waiting for someone.. that might not even show up.. argg... makes me feel so weak.. never know what real love is until you suffer.... you only feel when you bleed... arg. or maybe its just an obsession... i'm really starting to doubt if any of these emotions are real...
being in love sucks. falling out of love sucks....actually everything that happens after love sucks... maybe i'm just being cynical and stupid about this..
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May 22, 01
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Poor Petey...
You know what I think it is...It's because you've let yourself emotionally "bond" with her to the point where you convinced yourself that she was the "one"...and honestly Pete...that's the hardest thing to let go... :140:
Seeing, knowing, breathing that she is the "right" girl for you and then finding out that even though she cares about you, she doesn't see, know, breath the same as you...it hurts :043: This is why you feel like you're not "strong" as before...but you are Pete...it's just hiding behind your feelings for her right now...You have to start to look out for yourself again and convince yourself that there is a special person out there for you and just you... Cuz you know what Pete...there probably is :018:
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May 22, 01
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Yeah Sero, I've been in your shoes and it SUCKS!
I didn't know that I could meet someone that could royally screw me up that bad. As Kimmie said "You know what I think it is...It's because you've let yourself emotionally "bond" with her to the point where you convinced yourself that she was the "one"...and honestly Pete...that's the hardest thing to let go... Seeing, knowing, breathing that she is the "right" girl for you and then finding out that even though she cares about you, she doesn't see, know, breath the same as you...it hurts " I met this one girl who made my jaw drop. She was literally the girl of my dreams, I did anything for her and thought I was in heaven. When the dust settled, I wanted to put a hole in my head. You'll survive my friend and grow stonger. The way I looked at it was like this, I always believed you meet people in life for a reason. I met her so I could learn that sometimes the one thing you want more than anything else in your life may not be the best thing for you. You can kill yourself with sorrow and dispair looking for the one you want, but if you stop looking, that person might just walk into your life unexpectedly. I am VERY happy right now with my life, if it can happen to me, Sero, it can happen to you too.
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May 22, 01
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i think everyone at one point in there life goes through this same thing. i knoe i have ALOT but the one thing i just remember when i'm sitting alone on my ass in my room is, everything happens for a reason and even if it hurts now it's all just temporary and good things WILL come.
keep your head up doode!:025:
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May 22, 01
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pete... im going through excatly the same thing as u r rite now... its so hard... im goin insane from just sitting here...thats the worst, cause when u dont have anything to do, or just bored, u start thinkin abt everything and u get depressed... tat always happen to me....
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May 23, 01
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MAHHHHHHHHH!!
setoronin and BEBE~~ we need to start like an online support group here. well f&k basicaly is one but still! gawd u guys well fer me I think I'm just infatuated.. well DUH i'm just infatuated cuz I don't know this guy enuff... but the conversation we had @ this party just wont escape my mind.. All I've been thinkin of lately is just him.. and it's so stupid.. I'm so stupid and I wish I could snap out of it fer goodness sakes but I haven't felt this giddy in like so long.. I don't know, it just FEELS different than usual. Maybe I'm just fooling myself into believing "Oh this time is different, I swear!" but maybe it's just like any other time, but I'd just like to believe otherwise.. why is it that every new experience just seems so much better than the one before? then when we look back on those experiences none were ever better than the other.. So maybe I'm just fooling myself again...
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