being too trusting

[krisamata]

i grew up learning to have faith in others, to trust people...not just the ones i know but society as a whole.


and its bit me in the ass so many times.


it makes me sick to my stomach the things people can do to others. im sick of blaming everything on bad luck...i'm now blaming people.
is that wrong? cause i feel it is?


its not just with materialistic either like tonite, its also my heart.


was i brought up wrong? no i dont think so.

but seriously, i cant be tougher, i've tried


i know my camera getting stolen is definitely my fault. but not all my fault.


fuck

[Bitchin]

Krista, you know I love you dear.

But I've always told ya you got to much faith in people.

You've[and cerah] told me to be more so trusting, and when I do it bites me in the ass. and this is why. And whenever a tursting person like you is taken advantage of or somthing it saddes me. But I'll have your back 110% and you know it.

You're a wonderful girl with a heart a gold, and I know you got that bitch/stubborn/untrusting bone in ya. You should make it shine more ;)

<3

[krisamata]

^^^ i know i should too, but i cant. i feel that if i do then im coming across as someone that im really not.

[Bitchin]

^if ppl are gonna assume who you are based on a first impression.. then they aren't worth getting to know you. When I first started talkin to ya.. i thought you were a snob.... but hey... I thought you were worht talking to, and look what happened. We've had one of the most rewarding friendships anyone could ask for.

[Anjew]

you clearly did not read the terms of FnK

13. NEVER trust someone from FnK

[krisamata]

^^^ ya we have


and i know this is just something materialstic, and that no one i love was hurt tonite....which is great


it just still bums me out man

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by Anjew

you clearly did not read the terms of FnK

13. NEVER trust someone from FnK

i dont agree with this


i trust people from fnk...unfortunately i think i trust too many of them

[Bitchin]

Krista, you were hurt.

You bought that camera for a present to yourself, and someone simply took it away from you.


Seriously... there should be like a pager thingger that we can have on our keys that can page like5 diffrent things.. so when you lost something you can page it until you find it!

[krisamata]

^^^ ya i wish i had that on my camera...

ya i am hurt, i was so just happy to finally have something to show for my hard earned money...and now its gone, im glad i got my pics off of it first, but seriously...


i cant afford to buy another one until next year...this is crap

[Sue Bitch]

And you always seem to help people out way more then they ever help you.
I know it is hard to change but I just keep thinking things will even out in the end, maybe they will die sooner

[BongMan]

Krista that sucks hun I know how ya feel I've had a couple of things swiped from me it is a total bummer..

[krisamata]

^^^ ya i've had stuff swiped too


i've had my share of bad fucking luck and i am so damn sick of it


i feel stupid for being so upset over something materialistic..but i cant help it

[BongMan]

dont be you have full rights to be pissed upset wanting some blood its an expensive thing to have just uped from ya like that. Not to mention the feeling of dread and violation..

[Mr.Wrong]

Originally Posted by krisamata

i grew up learning to have faith in others, to trust people...not just the ones i know but society as a whole.


and its bit me in the ass so many times.


it makes me sick to my stomach the things people can do to others. im sick of blaming everything on bad luck...i'm now blaming people.
is that wrong? cause i feel it is?


its not just with materialistic either like tonite, its also my heart.


was i brought up wrong? no i dont think so.

but seriously, i cant be tougher, i've tried


i know my camera getting stolen is definitely my fault. but not all my fault.


fuck

i was brought up the same way//had people walk all over me
now i just hate everyone equally, and its not wrong....people suck, you should let them know

if your shit gets stolen its your fault, doesnt mean you shouldnt hunt down the people responsible (or the first person you see walking alone at night) and make yourself feel better

[IntakE]

Originally Posted by krisamata

i grew up learning to have faith in others, to trust people...not just the ones i know but society as a whole.


and its bit me in the ass so many times.


it makes me sick to my stomach the things people can do to others. im sick of blaming everything on bad luck...i'm now blaming people.
is that wrong? cause i feel it is?


its not just with materialistic either like tonite, its also my heart.


was i brought up wrong? no i dont think so.

but seriously, i cant be tougher, i've tried


i know my camera getting stolen is definitely my fault. but not all my fault.


fuck

I was brought up like that too...but my parents now after bringing me up like that tell me that Im to trusting in people and that I try and help people way to much so now I dont know what to do with all that. Krista Im really sorry to hear that someone stole your camera. People just have no respect for others and their things. Karma will come back and bite them right in the ass.

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by Mr.Wrong

i was brought up the same way//had people walk all over me
now i just hate everyone equally, and its not wrong....people suck, you should let them know

if your shit gets stolen its your fault, doesnt mean you shouldnt hunt down the people responsible (or the first person you see walking alone at night) and make yourself feel better

i would rather catch them in the act...then just go attack them


im too classy to go and fight someone.

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by IntakE

I was brought up like that too...but my parents now after bringing me up like that tell me that Im to trusting in people and that I try and help people way to much so now I dont know what to do with all that. Krista Im really sorry to hear that someone stole your camera. People just have no respect for others and their things. Karma will come back and bite them right in the ass.

i know my mom even said "this is the way i brought u up, and i almost feel as i shouldnt have"


well of course she should have...


i still so frustrated.

cause not only did they steal my camera but they stole months of my hard earned money, and they stole the trip i was planning to atlantic city on the march long weekend.

they're also making my parents house insurance deductible go up.

they have basically fucked me and my family over.

[Mr.Wrong]

Originally Posted by krisamata

im too classy to go and fight someone.

well maybe thats your problem...


attacking people makes the world go round

[krisamata]

^^^ dont worry i have others that would go after the person
haha

[BAL1STOPHER]

Originally Posted by Mr.Wrong

attacking people makes the world go round

i dont usually do this but i think i have to

[LLaaUUrrYYn]

I think we should start a "Buy krista a new camera fund" I'll put in $20!!

[Mr.Wrong]

Originally Posted by LLaaUUrrYYn

I think we should start a "Buy krista a new camera fund" I'll put in $20!!

i think your twenty bucks should about cover the "buy krista a sharp object fund"...the rest is up to her though


and by "rest" i mean cut-cut-STAB
extra points for the three hit combo

Originally Posted by BAL!S

i dont usually do this but i think i have to

KOREANS STOLE MY RADAR!!!!!!!

[James]

i have decided to stop helping ppl

[Prissypants]

Don't worry girl, as you get older you learn to spot the signs of bad characters out there...I usually find if you hang out with people who have a neo-hippy mentality you tend to avoid those types of problems...

[krisamata]

Originally Posted by LLaaUUrrYYn

I think we should start a "Buy krista a new camera fund" I'll put in $20!!

awww you're so sweet.

hahaha

but i think we;re gonna report it stolen, and put in under house insurance


after all is said and done my 500 buck camera is gonna cost almost a grand


its just a really expensive lesson learned ....



so put the 20 towards drinks next time u see me ;)