Not knowing how you feel.

Bitchin · #1 (**permalink**) Sep 26, 02

Right now, theres nothing really going 'wrong' in my life but not really going 'good' in my life.. its just plain and boring and its the same almost every fricken day with like one things diffrent.. if my moms been around the bloody paint fumes again..

But I dunno.. how I should feel.

like should I just not think of how I feel and just let it be.. cause its sorta numbing.. or should I figure something out!

I dunno..

I feel nothing right now towards life at the moment.

usually.. I'm either happy with it or not.. but I'm sooo indiffrent I have NO idea what to think.

hmmm... I dont think I like this numb thing. but yet I do.. cause no worries?!

oi..

anyone know.. know what I'm sorta trying to say?

Breezy · #2 (**permalink**) Sep 26, 02

I totally know what u mean... I'm sorta like that now, I'm just....... there it seems, there's nuttin really that I feel?... It's hard to describe but I think it could be just lack of interest in things, loneliness maybe?... I'm not goin to school or working so I have nothing to work towards and it's really fucking lacking right now~ I hate it!
I think just have patience and take things as they come, not try and have everything figured out~ that's all you really can do

~lazee_grrl~ · #3 (**permalink**) Sep 26, 02

yupz..i know how u two are feeling...it's weird...like life's lil roller coaster has stopped for a second or sumthing...just cuz there's nuthin good or bad happening right now..it feels wrong..weird huh?...
as bre said..just gotta have some patience and wait it out..til the ride starts again..

linds · #4 (**permalink**) Sep 26, 02

at least your not unhappy one minute and happy the next. flip flops suck.

cheeseburger · #5 (**permalink**) Sep 27, 02

start small projects and build on them.

find a hobby you really love doing.

The bes advice i would have would be to travel.

Go get outthere, explore, adventure!!

Bitchin · #6 (**permalink**) Sep 27, 02

^^Thats why I'm movings..

theres nothing here for me.. but I cant really do anything about it right now.. cause I've tired my best and I'm waiting.

but yeah, this nuetral feels has got to GO!

miss.myra · #7 (**permalink**) Sep 27, 02

no need for deep explanations, you're bored and just feeling a general ambivalence towards where you should go in life.

It's normal :)

galaxie · #8 (**permalink**) Sep 28, 02

^--- agreed!

You're just in limbo between two parts of your life...it's part of growing up. We've all either been through it or will go through it - - it's totally normal!

Sh4n3 · #9 (**permalink**) Sep 28, 02

Quote:

Originally posted by ninewells:
start small projects and build on them.

find a hobby you really love doing.

The bes advice i would have would be to travel.

Go get outthere, explore, adventure!!

word to that
i new hobby may be illegal but i've really gotten into it
i started growing and it's keeping me interested and busy

find urself something you like to do

Bitchin · #10 (**permalink**) Sep 28, 02

^I'm actually STILL looking fro a job.

But I dont really thinks its about me growing up.. cause I've never really had a chance to really be a kid. Always had to be the mature one..

But I have an idea of what I'm doing for the next few years.. so I'm pretty set for a bit.

I just dont feel anything though.. like to twards life.

I'm still so indiffrent about it!