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Dec 04, 02
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feeling all alone... :(
Dont you just hate those times when ur feeling all alone. No one to turn to. Yea thats how im feeling at the moment. Anyone ever felt that?
I have... Im having so many family problems. My parents are divorced now for 3 years. My dad since then moved to Australia. Yea thats far. He got married and now he has kids. The worst part about it is that he is moving back here in March. He thinks that when he comes back that everything is going to be just the way it left it. Lil miss happy life. Well its not. Christmas is comming up soon.. yay. All I wanna do is spend christmas at home. By myself. Last year when I went to my aunts house, I was so happy to see everyone. Got gifts for everyone. Usually every year my 2 aunts get together and buy me a present. ..... so it was alright before I got there but when I was there all I wanted to do was leave. MY aunts (both of them) got me a pair of pj's and a scarf. woop de do.. where all my lil nieces got like 8 gifts from my aunts. I was so mad. I know that christmas is about giving not recieving but I give so much of my time and energy to others and they always treat me like shyt! This christmas. im not asking for much. but all I want is someone to be with me. to actually love me. :( 
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Dec 04, 02
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For my family it's all about the lil kids now...Yeah like you I also kinda get jelous...I wish I was lil again where I was the center of attention and got like a gazillion gifts from everyone :(
I rarely get anything...I get my big ups from giving...Giving Christmas cards and small gifts to family/friends Awww...Don't worry Tina you'll find that special someone soon...*Hugs* Also, don't feel like you have no one to turn to silly...Your friends and I hope you know who truelly are will always be there for you through thick n thin :kimmie:
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Dec 04, 02
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Yea I know its great to be the center of attention.. but sometimes I get forgotten about,, on my sweet 16th b-day... the only ppl that call me was my dad and my god mother.... everyone else forgot... that was so hurting...
Special sumone.... ya rite! I do know who my friends are.. well at least I think I do. I remember when I went to "HEAT" @ plaza... and almost passed out.. the ppl who were there for me are the ones who I can call my friends. This is where I feel bad that I wasnt there for u at simple. im sorry again All my friends at school.. "what friends I mean" non of them take the time to listen to me. And then at the end of the year they always say oh we should of hung out more. I dont get it. And sometimes I go to say sumthing to sumone and it ends up turning into a rumor that is sent around. Why cant I be happy?
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Dec 04, 02
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aww tina i know how you feel!!! hunny chin up if u ever want to tlka pm me or msg me on msn [email protected]
u can come spend xmas with me if u want lol! u too peter
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Dec 04, 02
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wow, and people wonder why I hate christmas..
its one of the most loneliest days of the year.. yeah theres supose to be love and joy spread around.. but thats fucking CRAP. but I hear ya on the no one to turn to bit.. ugh.. it sucks..so I mostly confiend in myself.. oops.. I bottle up so wut.. its not like any ones there anyways :) maybe I'm just a negative person for sayin all this.. but from my point of view its true! I dunno about you tina(I think thats your name)... but I personally think.. what would make this the best christmas ever.. would to be in some ones arms.. and being loved... and cared for.. ugh.. but theres a fat chance of that happening.. #$^%$*&*@#%+&()@#$+#$^% blah, its gonna be another lonely christmas.. I think!
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Dec 04, 02
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aww ricey thanks so much u are the cutest!
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I keep things bottled up too.. most of the time because not very many ppl want to listen and when I ask them for advise .. they cant relate to it cuz they havent been through it...it sux big time.. but its life.. I guess.... Thanks yourlilbaby.. I'll take up that offer.. I'll add u to mny msn,, hehehe
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Dec 04, 02
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Yeah, thats basically it.. be with some one that truely cares type thing.. heh.. but the chances.. right?
let alone.. guys tend to suck ass so.. its just a downer even more.. cause they always seem to fuck moi over some how ugh.. Yeah, I sooooo know about the bottled up thing.. and I know what your going through.. heh.. I already went through it.. if anything.. it made me stronger! but if you need some one to talk to.. find yourself that one person you can confiend in.. you wont find them right away.. heck.. it took me forever to find that person.. yeah.. they may not have been through what you have gone thorugh.. BUT they do have a diffrent point of view on it and how to handle it.. and that works.. sometimes! also.. if you do find that one person you wanna confiend in.. you may feel guilty for always turning to them for every lil'thing.. I know I do.. but that probably why.. I have 4 diffrent ppl to turn to.. each one for a diffrent thing.. yeah.. it sounds fucking wierd.. but they all take a diffrent part and shyte.. though trust.. christ.. dont even get me started on that.. k, I have too much to say on this matter.. well actualyl on everything.. I just wrote about.. oi.. I'm I'm down for chatting.. you know where to find moi if ya need something :)
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Dec 04, 02
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my moms gone til the 23rd.. i have to step up to be "the mom"....grocery shopping, cooking dinner, garbage crap, washing this washing that, etc etc etc. on top of my hectic schedule.. my wallets goin empty and i haven't even started buyin xmas presents. not cool. i just wanna sit down and get some cuddles and feel loved. my dad... pssssssssssshhh. hes always out practicing with his band.. or at a pub. family loving?! i dont feel it.
ive always been alone for xmas.. and its gonna stay the same. =(
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Dec 04, 02
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tina are u sure? i cant find you whats your thingy?!!! lol aww but yeah lol u can coome spend xmas with us lol i dont know how much fun you'd have lol but the bowen kids have their yule tide beer binge to look foraward to :hehe:
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Dec 04, 02
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ok guys how about we all meet up and hvae a big fnk xmas?
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Dec 04, 02
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^^That would be sooo fun and then no1 would be all alone!! :D
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Dec 04, 02
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lol see its a big plan!!! l;ol i want an igloo everytime it snows we try to make one but it doenst work!
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Dec 04, 02
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I've only actually made a good igloo once and that wuz at my cabin at Shuswap Lake back in the day!! It wuz good times!! :D
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Dec 05, 02
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lol u guys up fpor trying to mkae an igloo for tina?
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Dec 05, 02
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ha ha ha
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Dec 05, 02
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lol sorry tina i kinda helped move this post off toopic!>
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Dec 05, 02
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lol heheheh its aight... as long as it gave me a lil chuckle.. lol
ice age sex igloo... lol hehehehe My dad made me an igloo when I was little... :) but now he's probably making it for one of his more important kids. the one's he supports.... :(
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Dec 05, 02
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^awww!! poor girl. i know how ya feel. my friends are all couples and i'm left sitting here going...ummm....yeah...
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