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Originally Posted by vivabutterfly
yes well most of my life has been pretty rough...
i have overdosed before.. and although it sucks to say it... it was the most intence out of this world high i've ever experienced and i'd do it again if i could guarantee i wouldnt die.
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no offence, but my subjective opinion on the theory of "my life sucks so I should get fucked up" is rather stupid. I'm really sorry to hear of the situation of your grandpa and on. However, Everybody experiences shit like that through their lives. IT is only a matter of conserving enough energy and focus to analyze your situation.
Don't regard this as a lecture. You don't seem like a person who does drugs to be cool or shit like that. And apparently, you know your boundaries and shit (Im guessing..., only because you are still alive...) but know this as a fact, that there will be plenty of times when you will regret everything, in the [near] future. ya gotta take control: you know it better than everyone, and you want it more than anyone.