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Apr 14, 04
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wowzers....u know that n e time u need me im here...
dont care what time it is whats the reason just gimmie a call... u have my number..... <3 
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Apr 14, 04
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wowzers my gary....settle down on the girl. just because u have never/or never will go threw the things shes going threw doesnt mean u have to be like that.... <3
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Apr 20, 04
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wrong. i'll go af far as i want to go. i dont need anybodys approval or diaproval.. i aprove of the way i numb thigns and some people WILL NEVER SEE BEYOND THIR OWN IGNORANCE. in some cases that includes me, of course... but some of you.. will never be anything but cattle. this thread was never meant for everyone to take a stab at my personal life and no doubt reckess drug habits... so id appreciate it if it ended here...
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Apr 20, 04
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^what the hell was it for then?
You acknowledge that your drug habits are reckless and harmful to you, yet you still keep goin. To all of us, that's grounds to rip you to shreds. And as long as you keep making a big deal outta your drug habits, people will keep bashing you for it. That's the way it works. You know what you could do? quit takin the pills, and just smoke pot instead or something. pills = no good for you when you eat lots of em. but whatever, you know that. do what you want. just don't get your panties in a bunch when people call you a fucking drug addict.
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Apr 20, 04
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^^ ding ding ding
and viva,, they werne't saying u need anyone's approval to go far in life, and how is someone not realizing how u "numb" things make them ignorant? do u think ur some special drug addict or something, i know SO many of my close friends who were like you and fucked up there lives, hit rock bottom. we dont "realize" how u numb things.. ur young and naive thats what u are.. photonic and rhianna were saying u wont go far in life because if u can't interact with people without being high, were do u think thats gonna get you when u become our age? no where.. and ur gonna seriously regret it, were not ignorant, we know what we are talking about thats it, and u hate us because we tell u what u dont wanna hear... dont get mad at people for trying to give u a REALITY check.. we aren't hating on you.. just saying this wisen u, learn from your mistakes and cut back ... your exactly like many drug addict kids before you... they wear there addiction as a BADGE on their shirt..untill u turn 19,20,21 and u realize there your hopelessly addicted to substances... get help now while u can.. don't do drugs then be like "im was sooo addicted to this and that a while ago, blah blah blah" no matter who u talk to, the people are gonna try and talk some sense into you... so dont get mad at us for trying to tell u the truth.. if u dont like the truth, dont post about it.. because no one should be proud of stuffing themselves full of drugs 24/7, you got people there for you, you have places to help you, you have the will to change, its up to you to do something about it, instead of talking about how bad it is. im not intending to make u upset.. or get mad at you, sometimes some people just need to here an objective view point in order to realize what they are doing Last edited by decypher; Apr 20, 04 at 07:58 AM.
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Apr 20, 04
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this was never the original intent of the post.
i am young... but alot smarter and aware of things than anyone who doesnt know me will give me credit for. (ask someone who does know me) but thats fine because its undstandable. call me an addict all you like. it really doesnt bother me because.. i know. ''im addicted to drugs, everyone.. '' big surprise. im not trying to come across as ignorant.. im just very sure of myself. some people in this world are hyper sensitive to more then just what meets the eye and find it completely normal and natural to use substance to numb it. my intent was never ''hating'' on ppl for trying to make me see the truth. i appreciate concern but how can anyone see ''you'll never make it'' and ''thats sad'' as construstive help anyways? i dont want sympathy, empathy, or to be honest any help at all.. im not a victim of anything but myself. i choose to be this way. should i choose to get out and NEED help.. i know its out there.
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Apr 20, 04
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^^ yes i realize that some people BELIEVE its normal and natural to numb your problems and the things that u are sensitive.. how do i know? im one of those people.. just trying to point u in the right direction, cuz it sure isn't fun..dont let drugs help u cope with situations and meeting/hanging out with people.. because once u just let it happen, thats when it gets worse... good luck
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Apr 21, 04
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I said it was sad because I've seen close friends go through very bad addictions and it's shit to watch. You're really young and that makes it even worse. It's sad that you are so unhappy w/ your life and the only way you seem to deal w/ it is through drug use. I hope things get better for you.
I guess thinking that way must make me ignorant.
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Apr 22, 04
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i didnt say i was unhappy with my life i said it had been hard.
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Apr 22, 04
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Apr 22, 04
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drugs to be tolerable to others...
not unhappy with my life.. unhappy with current situations/ conflicts/ times/ deaths/ ect. ect.
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Apr 22, 04
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Sounds like you really do need to get a better understand of "riality" or something.
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Apr 22, 04
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You know you have a problem, but yet don't want to seek help at all. Good work. Like I said, with that attitude, you'll go really far. And what's with everybody bitching about how threads don't turn out how they wanted them to? For the love of Pete, grow up and realize that LIFE ISN'T ALWAYS HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE. Christ almighty. You're definately showing your age in these posts, so don't give us any of that "I'm smarter than the average bear" bullshit. If it walks, talks, and quacks like an idiot....
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Apr 22, 04
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Since when are you a licensed Psychiatrist?
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Apr 25, 04
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You can deal with it, or you can run away from what's really upsetting you by doiung drugs- but you know what? You're just digging yourself deeper into a hole and creating an entirely new conflict for you. You want to do drugs for fun or curiousity? Sure! Go for it, but don't be an idiot. Doing drugs to deal with really serious problems is just silly. Life isn't always fair and people deal with it all the time. Part of what makes us great people is in our ability to come out of really tough situations in life as a stronger person. If you don't want people's advice/empathy/help/sympathy, then why did you make this post in the first place?
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Aug 16, 05
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since the day i started this thread in april 2004.. most nights I am still awake at 4am to the terrifying undeniable truth that there is nothing I can do to stop the monster.
im not even really sure i want to anymore
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Aug 21, 05
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This thread bothers me alot. I see a young person in need of guidance who refuses it. A lot of your views on drugs and "how they help" and how you're bright enough to control your shit reminds me of how i used to think about drugs when i was younger,.
I dont think your stupid, lots of really bright talented people use drugs. And thats really shit, because it sets a horrible example for the worlds youth. Hard chemicals like E and Coke hurt people. They hurt me. Theyve hurt my friends. It just the fuckin truth. Nobody is tough enough or smart enough to handle drugs. Drugs handle you! You dont even have to do them excessively to feel the effects either, its just really bad shit. You know this ofcourse! I loved drugs, absolutely couldnt live wit out em for probly similar reasons as yourself. But to be honest, its all the drug use and recklessness which has set me up for some of lifes hardest battles. Drug Addiction is one of the hardest things anyone is gonna face, and there arent other drugs people can use to cope wit such a problem. You end up stuck. with way less options than you couldve had. And end up spending the majority of your time thinkin, wtf did i do to myself? Try partying with the worlds weight on your shoulders at the meer age of 20. it aint gonna happen cuz yer gonna be way the fuck to burnt out by then. Thats what happend to all of us. These people who are replying to your thread are expressing concern because theyre good people who have been through similar, or even worse times than you. And no good people want others to go through shit if they can help it. We aint mom and dad telling you to do right and get a good job. People are trying to be a friend to you because its so god damn obvious your setting yourself up for some serious trouble in the near future. Take it from people who have been through harsh times, and excessive drug use. and partying. and being a teenager and all that bullshit. Drugs just dont help the situation so get out before life gets way the fuck harder to cope with. cuz its gonna! Thats how drugs fuck people. nothing ever gets easier when yer using chemicals to cope. I hope you can see the point of this reply is to educate based on my own personal experiences and serious serious personal regrets. And not to redicule and front like i know everything and you dont. it aint that. and you know it. were all just trying to help before its too late and your just like another one of us saying....."Damn i fucked myself up when i was a teen, good thing i got enough sense NOW to quit while i still have SOME health left" It aint worth it at all. truth Last edited by -evil-duerr-; Aug 21, 05 at 05:50 AM.
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Sep 09, 05
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well what WAS the point of your post then, didd you think people would be proud of you and cheer you on? If so why dont you take some adreinecone, that'll be sure to fuck you up ;) you might have to do a considerable amount of mesc to kill the person first tho.
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Sep 09, 05
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Wow reading this made me so sad. I really hope you don’t give up on yourself.
I’m only two years older than you and I’ve quit drinking and smoking. Both of which were hard as hell to kick… and is still a constant battle every day. Smoking is more addictive than heroin… and some how I did it. I know you have read this many times before in this thread but you CAN quit. Most people have probably told you that to quit you have to do it for yourself… but if it was that easy I’m pretty sure you would have quit using a looong time ago. For me, if I didn’t quit then I would have lost someone so important, that I love more than anything in this world. I can’t imagine my life with out him in it and recently the thought hit me like a ton of bricks. It sobered me up fast… realizing that people won’t wait forever for you to change. Find your reason. If it’s not for yourself (which in time you will see that it is) do it for any reason. Big or small. It would be so sad to hear that you passed away at a young age from living life fast. It will be hard. Trust me on it... and at time’s you will want to give in to old habits. But all I can say is fall back on your friends for love and support. Fuck, I have found a million reasons to start drinking again and if it wasn’t for my friends I wouldn’t be able to say that I have been sober for 10 weeks. Not to say that you don’t have people to fall back on but if you need someone to talk to (day/night) or someone to meet up with you just to hang out... You can always call me. My #’s in my sig. From one addict to another I wish you the best of luck. And I hope that sooner than later you wake up and change you life… Because you are going to miss out on some of the best times.
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Sep 09, 05
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Trying to reason with someone who is in the place that this girl is in is pointless. Many people (including myself and others in this very thread, I'm sure) don't step back and go "Hey, I need to slow down before I fuck myself up for life!" until they get a really serious scare, and many people not even then. If she's going to clean up, it's going to have to be on her own terms, clearly.
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