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~*~Slowing Down...~*~
What's wrong with me??? After just a yr and 8mnths to be exact of being in the "scene" this yr I just find it I'm not into it as much anymore...This stat shows it all...Last yr I went to 22 parties and this yr I've only gone to 5-6...
I'll prob still wear a lil candy but not as much as before...Deff. no more Winnie Pooh bag...*haha* But yeah I consider myself grown out of my "Candy Kid" phase...Yet I'll always be a candy kid at heart :kimmie: The thing I'm trying to say is...Last yr if you had asked me if I would think I would be at where I am now and you know not be into it I would have said CRAZY! So, do you think I'm just going through a phase where I'm not into it anymore? Will I ever be at the point I was at last yr where I was into it as much? I hope so... Also, would you call this being bitter or jaded or what??? After every party this yr as far as I can remember...Either I did E...Drink or went completely sober I bitch and complain in the morning...Eg. I'm getting sick of this shit...I'm getting to old...Etc I just basicallly bitch and rant *haha* :( |
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Yeah man when I first started partying I went with all these people in my school who were a year or two older and a bunch that were my age. We usually went in a big crew of us like a couple of times every month or two but all of a sudden after summerlove 01 it seemed like everyone stoped, now its just me and my buddy who are alwayz down for partyin and whatever other 4 or 5 people who just feel like goin. When I first started it was the shit but then eventually everything loses its excitement after doing it over and over again. Thats why all my friends stoped cause it just wasn't the same as it used to be. But people like me and my other buddy who still go, learnt how to dance and started goin to parties sober and started to appreciate and like the music, so were alwayz down whether doin drugs, or drinking or just goin sober. I wish times were like they used to be........*sigh*
If I could sum up everything that I've noticed about life in word, it would be......change. |
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Yeah doin drugs have got a lot to do with it too. They make everything so good and perfect when your high but when your sober you realize eventually its not tha same and that doin em is real stupid and pointless after a while. But then you've felt what its like to experience them and sometimes feel the only way to have a crazy time is to do em, its all about control.
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ppl EXPECT me at parties now...super raver me. ewwww
example...hmphz for meow mix i went for tony faline. but truthfully I didn't care thattttt muchhhh.. i just wanted to get outta my house this weekend and make it the third weekend in a row. other than that....faline rocked |
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How was Meow Mix btw????????? |
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theres nothing wrong with you
this happens you do too much of one thing and it grows old and boring i've slowed down a bit too... well mostly cause of my situation...not by choice but don't worry about it just find a healthy way to have fun in whatever you decide to do |
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don't worry, it happens.
it's the natural raver cycle... go hard, get tired, slow the fuck down, realize that there are other things to do with life and that even though you love the party lifestyle and you met all kinds of awesome people and had so much fun, it wears off and eventually you don't feel the need to do it so much anymore. *hugs* no worries:) |
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I agree with Jade...I think it's just a cycle I'm going through right now?
Michelle what are your reason's for partying and in the "scene" Honestly mines are as follow's...Before I got into partying I was a no body...Didn't know anyone and didn't really have many people I could call as "friends" I didn't have the greatest confidence in the world cause of my height...But through partying I've gotten to know so many great people eg. Yourself...Bev...Ty...To many to list who are on FnK and stuff...So, reason # 1 was the people...I loved meeting new people who didn't judge me on the outside how I was being judged in HighSchool...#2 The music...I've always loved trance and always will...#3 Dancing & drugs...Sure E was great at first...But after a yr and so...You get tired of the feeling over and over again... Don't get me wrong...Going to parties once a mnth or once every couple of mnths is when I'm the HAPPIEST...I get to be with everyone I care at the same place and time all sharing a love for the music/scene...What more could I ask for? It's just that I dunno why I've been bitchin and stuff after parties this yr...How I'm getting to old for this shit and the tired drained out feeling... :( |
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Going to parties isn't the begin and end all with life! I also go snowboarding, scuba diving, learn how to cook, WORK, etc. If you take a funds that one would put towards a party and look at what it can actually fund there is lots one can do. Just open your eyes and see what the possibilities are. |
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