I'm falling for my sister
Since I moved back home a month ago, my sister (who lives nearby) and I have been hanging out a lot and talking to each other more like close friends when before we would say a couple of words to each other over an entire day. We have a lot in common and she is going through a divorce. (she's 25 and I'm 20) When she's around she keeps giving me these weird looks like she finds me attractive. I think she's hot and I feel like I'm falling in love with her, but I don't know if I want to have sex with her or anything like that. It's more like a deep love and I sort of wish that it was acceptable for me to date/marry her because we get along great and I think we'd make a terrific couple. The other day she told me she loved me and when I bought a new mattress she said her fairly new mattress was too soft and she wanted my old one. I found that to be strange since mine was pretty old. Every morning she makes me coffee and toast. And I've brought home lunch for her a few times. She hugs me almost every chance she gets, but I'm a little hesitant to be physically affectionate with her. A couple of times when she's snuggled up to me on the couch while we watched TV I got hardons which I had to cover up.
The thing is I have no idea if she really feels anything for me or if she is just being her naturally flirtatious self. I think she does want me but I'm not sure. How do I find out? I don't really get much alone time with her since someone else in the family is always around.
In the eyes of God we are all brother and sister so everyone is committing incest anyway. Seriously what's the big deal? We both don't want to have kids. I feel like I'm the kind of man that she needs because I am the opposite of her ex husband, and she's the kind of girl that I typically go for.
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