+/-'s of your day today

[SEAN!]

had some life changing experiences the last 4-5 weeks;
+++came to the realization i was going to die if i kept continuing on the path i was heading, finally admitted i couldn't handle my addiction on my own and organized my finances so i could enter this dope recovery program in new westminster.
+i finally have faith in myself and im no longer as suicidally depressed or hopeless about my future.
+have made alot of good friends that will be life long ones as long as we dont use.
+learning about life, developing an actual spiritual side to myself and learning how to deal with my emotions instead of avoiding them or turning myself off.
+ living here is like living in a clean frat house, its a zoo but pretty much everyone gets along well especially in light of the fact that were all fuckin crazy.
+passed level 2 of the cfa exam despite the fact i was fucked up 90% of the time, since ive been using drugs and booze for half my life i guess i got alot of potential if i stop putting a torch to my life.

its all good, i have a whole life of hard work ahead of me so i probably wont be around much anymore though.

[Clayton.]

Yo Sean, congrats it's been over 9 months for me now and i feel great about it. Are you at 'the last door'?

+ Weekend!!
- Work till 8.
+ Job i want is finally opening up.
+ Hope i get it!
+ Mexico for friends wedding in October.
-/+ Hurricane season.

[ebbomega]

Hey Shompton, really glad to hear that homie. Mad karma and power to you.

[amelia]

- when the ruthless hangover finally subsided i realized i'm actually sick.
- fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
+ takin' amazing pics
- not taking as many as i hoped
- i need to buy a 75-300 lens
+ oxy 80's go for $200 each here
+ arrived "home" to sand point safe, despite sea sickness and the thought that death was right around the corner due to rough seas slamming the ferry so hard it felt like whales ramming the hull!
+ mikey is taking me out on the skiff to look for some orcas that were spotted in the bay

++++++++ thinking of moving to dutch harbor for the winter!!!
+++++++ DEADLIEST CATCH
+/- crab season opens soon!

[amelia]

yo sean, kudos on the enlightenment.
if you made it this far with all that holding you back, i can't imagine how awesome you're gonna become now!
my move to alaska is kinda that for me, was strugglin' with big sadness from everything that happened with my sister. as well as some pretty heavy drug use over the last 7 years haunting me with almost every familiar face in vancity.
had to get away for a while.
i'm starting over and enjoying every fucking minute of it.
the scenery is freaking amazing, check it out here deviantART
keep in touch via facebook man

Originally Posted by amelia

+ oxy 80's go for $200 each here

Originally Posted by amelia

heavy drug use over the last 7 years haunting me with almost every familiar face in vancity.
had to get away for a while.

lol.....

[amelia]

Originally Posted by Avana

lol.....

loling all the way to the bank, i cant work here, so i brought a couple to flip to pay for my trip.
go eat a sandwich or something.
bye.

Originally Posted by amelia

loling all the way to the bank, i cant work here, so i brought a couple to flip to pay for my trip.
go eat a sandwich or something.
bye.

even classier!

[amelia]

Originally Posted by Avana

even classier!

you put your sandwich down, your form is slipping.

[amelia]

+ got an offer to do freelance work from an editor at national geographic who was on the same ferry to dutch harbor as me

+
kung fu colin

[amelia]

+ found this on passiveaggressivenotes.com LOL


+ and this. PS nice fro

[yoko*]

+I sat around all day today waiting for work to (not) call me, and got paid for it...
+during which time, I got some sleeping, eating, packing and grocery shopping done
+moving again, and I am painting my new room "Rapture Red", a beautiful raspberry red color
+I have the next 7 days off because I put in enough time at work this month :)
-I would prefer to spend those 7 days in Vancouver and/or New York, but tons of moving prep to do... oh well, there's next month
+/- School starts in a couple weeks, taking an exploratory painting class for starters... and can't believe that after 7-8 years of wanting to do this, I'm finally going to an art/design university... in Toronto.

[amelia]

+

[baby-phat]

+ it's working at offices like the one I'm at this week, that make me love being an MOA
+ organic orange juice

- I'm sick, and if I don't get better and fast I'll be staying home all weekend

[t-skywalker]

+new roommate for oct
+poss new job :)
+relaxed and enjoyed the day
+going to see someone special on monday
+happy to have such rad friends <3

[amelia]

+ found this hat sitting on the counter, they usually dock here year round

+ finally got a local number hooked up here

[g!ggles]

- really at bored work
- 4hrs of sleep in 3 days
- lost 15lbs in 3 weeks from all the moving and stress
+ brand new apartment and so many new pretty things
+/- living with my Mum again
- single after 5 years </3
+ new "friend" :)
+ my hair is finally playing nice
+ my sisters <3

[t-skywalker]

^^+ her <3 :)
+saturday
+sunny
-no plans tonight

[amelia]

+ spent the entire day on the quad blasting all over the island on the back trails with my mp3 player on random, taking pictures.
+ so so so beautiful
+ good friends
- cut my own hair out of frustration, this ranks up there amongst the worst decisions i've made(there's no stylist or salon on this village, the closest one would be dutch harbor, a 2 hour flight)
+ somehow the salty air and weird water has made my hair curly like jesse spano from saved by the bell
+ going out to fish on a commercial boat for my first time tomorrow!
- the weather SUCKS

[amelia]

+ leaving today for san diego bay for a 5 day salmon fishing trip in on the boat
+ this town is gong show like trailer park boys quality gong show
+ lol

[baby-phat]

+++ last weekend rocked pretty hard
+ the adventure of getting home on Sunday evening.. lol
+ my friends
+++ as of this morning, I have temp work lined up until mid-October
+ camping this weekend (maybe boating too)
+ Lotus Long Weekend with my girls <3

[t-skywalker]

+ ^^^cant wait for LLW with this girl
+ going for a tan
+ sushi
+ clean house
+ new sheets, new curtains, new pillows for the couch...gotta love Ikea
+ movie and dinner dates with the boy
+ new fan and mac make-up
+ job interview today went very well (crosses fingers)
+ if so i get to work with Jovi again <3
+ clean laundry
+ secretly happy it has cooled down but wished it was only temporary not for another 9 months (be nice to wear my socks runners and hoodys again)

[SEAN!]

yeah clay im at the door its a fuckin dope place, i love it here.
+im actually learning alot, instead of being the spiritualy dead sociopath i was almost my entire life im finally learning how to live by spiritual principles and be a good man.
ive decided to focus on developing spiritually and emotionally and being a role model that can lead by example, we'll se how it goes haha

[SEAN!]

this is where im at Last Door : Breaking the Chains of Addiction Since 1984

[Clayton.]

Congrats Sean, i've heard they do good work at that place.

I'm going on 10 months cleansober and feel great about it. You'll get there to!

++ Friends wedding in Mexico next month.
- earlies this week.
- Tired all week
++ Jenna G - Rising